(Andrej Jaklič) Življenje je prekratko. Polet, 11.Marec, 2010.
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English text:
Life's too short
Conversation with Christian and Marijan to whom Slovene court recognized adoption granted by a foreign court.
Christian and Marijan live in the USA, where they formed a civil union. In 2005 they adopted Zora (US law allows such adoptions). They assumed all parental rights and responsibilities. As they got Zora right after she was born, there are genuine daughter-parents ties between them. They are legally recognized as a family.
It is when they tried to get Zora registered with the state administrative unit in Slovenia, that things got complicated. Administrative unit stopped the registration process and demanded that they first get judicial recognition of foreign (US)court decision that granted them the adoption. That is because all foreign judicial decision must be first recognized by a Slovenian court, before administrative unites can act upon them. When Slovenian court recognized US court decision, state prosecutor of the Republic of Slovenia appealed to that decision.
Supreme court finally rejected state prosecutor's appeal. Now Zora is registered in Registry of births, has Slovenian passport and all the rights as a Slovenian citizen.
What are the reasons for you choosing to move to US 30 years ago?
M: I got an opportunity to work in the US as an architect. Soon after I moved there, my brother in law offered my partner Christian a job. That is how we both ended up here.
C: We both felt that it was a good opportunity, specially to further develop in our professional fields. I knew it was a great opportunity, so making such a decision was easy. But it was hard to leave family and good friends.
Where you a couple already then or had you departure had anything to do with understanding of homosexuality back home?
C: I think there was a quite good understanding of homosexuality in Slovenia at the time that we left. We were both “out of the closet” by then, and so were many of our friends. There were bars in Ljubljana that we used to hang out in. So no, us leaving had nothing to do with our sexual orientation.
You have been a couple for 30 years now, and have been living in USA for the last 25 years, right? You have decided quite late, given your age, to adopt a baby; at least in comparison with heterosexual families.
M: It is true that we decided quite late. Of course, we had talked about it long before that. Then we met a happy homosexual couple that adopted a girl and we got a lot of information as to how to go about fulfilling that particular wish of ours.
C: In less than a month we are having 30th anniversary of our life together. It is true that we decided quite late to adopt a baby, but we are aware of the fact that the decision for that came at the right time in our life and after much deliberation. For me, years are only numbers and you are truly as old as you feel. We live a very healthy life and are taking care of our bodies. That is why I can say that we are in very good shape for our age. Now that we have Zora we are even more focused on staying healthy and fit, because we need a lot of energy. I would like to emphasize that we registered a civil union, but are not married as some wrongfully claim in the media.
What are the reasons for the timing of the adoption? Were the society or US law at that time not susceptible to such adoptions, or was it a planned decision that given the importance of the matter it only took a you bit longer to make.
M: It was our personal decision. When we saw that it could be done,we tried to make it happen as soon as possible.
C: At the time when we were making our decision to adopt the law in New Jersey made no difference between homosexual and heterosexual couples who wanted to adopt.
Have you always wanted a child or did the desire to have one came later?
M&C: We got the desire to have children 15 years ago, but only discussed it since we had no idea how to start the adoption process.
Who was more for it?
M: Christian was a driving force with this decision, but we were always in accord. I was a bit afraid that all the trouble will be for nothing.
C: As we started contemplating the possibility of adoption, we were more and more convinced that the only possible failure would be not to try at all. I was not afraid of neither the failure nor of the process. I firmly believed that whatever was meant for us would happen. We informed our parents and our close ones about the decision and they supported us. Some where a bit surprised but most not all, since they found our decision to be good and smart.
Was socializing with homosexual couples that had children a key reason for your decision to adopt?
M: Not at all.
C: I agree with Marijan. Aside from our friends that have 2 children, we don't know any other families of this kind. But knowing these two made our adoption process easier since we learned a lot from their experience.
Are homosexual families in any way formally organized? Is such organizing to protect their interests even necessary?
M: I don't think so. I don't think there is a need to protect their interests.
C: Homosexual families are treated as any other family and have the same rights and responsibilities. Therefore they do not need to formally organize themselves in order to protect their interests.
What was the adoption process like in your case?
M: First we registered with the adoption agency in New Jersey. They pointed us to social services that evaluate eligibility of potential adopters. This process was very detailed. They check our social and economic standing. There was a lot of interviews and inspections in our home and that of our friends. I can say that our experience with social services was a very good one. We never had a feeling that they might be treating us differently than they would be heterosexual couples. We were at all times aware of the fact that such procedures are needed for the protection of the adoptee. After completion of that stage we connected with a specialist for private adoptions. She connected us with future mothers that were planning to give up their children for an adoption. These were mostly mothers who got pregnant but were against the abortion, and were at the same time not able to take care of the future child, because of economic or some other reasons. Specialist for the adoption would made first selection, however we would got in contact with many future mothers who were planning to give up their children for an adoption.
After numerous conversations we found parents who were willing to give us their child for an adoption. But the mother changed her mind in the last moment. It was a very painful experience for us, even though we always knew that it may happen. The fact that we were present at the birth of the child and were with her for 2 days made it even more hurtful. After we came back home it was the most sad Christmas we ever had.
Right after new year our luck changed. Our specialist for an adoption called us and let us know that she found a mother who is willing to give up her child for an adoption. This was followed by four very intense days. One could write a book about it. Our Zora was born prematurely and right after we learned of the fact we took a plane to the place she was born. As we got there we signed all the necessary documentation and assumed parental rights and responsibilities right away. Zora was less than a day old. We waited for 9 days for all the necessary papers and to be allowed to take Zora back home in New Jersey.
Was your case in any way special or is it a common adoption?
M: Our case was common, regardless of the sexual orientation.
C: Our case in no different from other adoptions in USA. It was maybe a bit more expensive since it was a case of a domestic adoption.
Has the form of adoption you had chosen (open adoption) made the adoption process easier or not?
M: Open adoption made it possible for us to get a child right after birth and not from a foster home or an orphanage.
C: We had chosen private adoption – meaning that we alone, with a help from a specialist, searched for a potential birth mother, and also an open adoption – meaning we would keep in touch with the mother (sharing with her information, photos, etc) so she would informed of Zora's life. Zora is legally our child now and her mother has no rights over her even as a biological mother, but we believe she will always be her mother. She gave us a greatest gift of love. For that we will always be grateful to her from the bottom of our hearts. In closed adoptions, contact between adopters and biological parents in not allowed.
You regularly keep in contact with Zora's mom. What is her behavior towards Zora like? Are you afraid that some day Zora would want to go back to her? What if her wish to do so was really powerful?
M: Yes, we keep regular contacts with her mother. She is kind and loving towards Zora. Zora knows she has a mother who lives in Arizona and also knows she has 2 older sisters. Of course, we want them to be in contact with us. Zora will always have her biological family. When is grows up, she will have all the right any free human has. The most important decision she has to make is either she will want to keep in contact with her biological relatives or not.
C: As I already said in the previous answer, this is one of the reasons we chose to opt for an open adoption. We want to give Zora the best possibilities to understand the situation, so she will be able to choose herself what kind of relationship she wants to have with her biological family. Zora's mom will always be her mom. No one can change that. Nobody wants to change that. So questions like “why you don't have a mommy?” or “why you have 2 daddies?” wont be a problem.
First mother that you chose changed her mind. It must have been hard for you, specially because you were present at the birth of the baby.
M: It is a mother's right to change her mind in a given time period. This experience gave us even more energy. Before the adoption process we did not know what the lives of mothers that give their children up for adoption are like. In most cases they have a really tough life. First mother was 18 years old, and that was her second child. She lived in a trailer in Tuscon suburbs with her child, younger sister and her child, 8 brothers and sisters and her parents. Her parents and even grandma were very surprised when she changed her mind and chose to keep the baby. Father of the child promised to take care of her and for her other child, son of 2 years, as well. Father was unemployed and had trouble with the law. I hope that family is healthy and happy.
First months and feelings?
M: First months were of course a big change for us. I can say it was the best change in our lives. Of course there were sleepless nights, but it was all worth it. To see Zora's happy face in clean diapers and well fed was priceless.
C: I was lucky that the company I work for granted me 3 months paternal leave. So we were able to adjust to new life easier.
You seem to be living in an environment that is, at least legally, obviously much more tolerant towards homosexuals as is Slovenia at the moment. What is the actual state of affairs or what does the “street” say?
M: Regardless of the law, I think that society here really accepted possibilities of different types of families. We all can go proudly on walk on our street or town. He haven't gotten yet any negative commentaries regarding our family.
C: Same goes for our travels abroad. First year we had to present a lot of adoption documentation when we traveled to prove that Zora is our daughter. I think that is necessary and positive.
One of the prevailing arguments is that a child needs a mother, especially in those early years. There are few studies on homosexual families and they refute that, but still: do you each play different family roles in raising Zora?
M: I think the most important thing a parent can do is to show as much love as he can and be a positive guidance. We both participate equally in raising her.
C: I must say that our daughter gets a lot of parental love and love from all the people we know, be it here in US, in Ljubljana, Piran or any other place in the world we go to. As with most families one parent is more authoritative and the other lets her get away with certain things more... Our daughter knows very well who which one is which.
I guess there is no reason to hide from here how you became her parents?
M: Zora knows she is adopted and that she is in our family because we wanted very much her to be.
C: We absolutely never had any intentions of hiding that fact from her. That is why we chose open adoption in the first place. We have been reading her Valentina P. Wasson's “The Chosen Baby” since she was a baby. The book is about adoption process and to what lengths do parents go to adopt a child. Story about little Peter is written with a lot of love and feelings; it is hard to believe the book was written in 1939. It has brought a lot of understanding and joy to adopted children all over the world.
What about Zora, does she understands terms father and mother?
M: Zora knows she has two daddies and a mother with whom she talks at least once a week. She also knows that other kids in kindergarten have a mommy and daddy. She says she is very happy that she has two daddies and that we are the greatest family in the world!
C: For me the most important thing is that Zora is a happy and fulfilled child, and that she gets all the love and attention from her parents that every child deserves. Regardless of whether the parents are biological or not, homosexual or heterosexual.
I guess her understanding changes as she grows up, or not?
C: I think that Zora now that she is five years old, clearly understands our part as parents and she loves us very much, which she shows us daily. We are a normal family that is full of love and happiness. We are supporting her with love and care in every stage of her life.
How does she communicate with other children in school or in the neighborhood? Are you afraid she might come home someday and say:”who is my mommy, you are not my dads”.
M: No. She knows well who her mother is.
C: Since we've never hidden adoption from Zora and she understands in what kind of family she lives in, I believe this will not be a problem. If there would ever be a problem like that, we will try to solve it as any other family does when their child comes home with a problem.
How does communicating with other parents go?
M&C: Ever since Zora has been visiting kindergarten we have been in regular contact with other parents. We host and go to birthday parties, special events in school, etc. The only comments we received so far were of Zora's nice manners and of her good family upbringing.
Do you think Zora is developing different behavioral patterns than her schoolmates from heterosexual families? Is she interested in other things, are her responses different, etc...?
M&C: We have never noticed any difference in behavior between Zora and her peers.
Zora may go to school in Slovenia; she speaks and understands Slovene. Do you expect there might problems with her socialization; different cultural space and especially her having homosexual parents?
M:We don't expect any problems. There are a lot of negative comments in Slovenian media, but I think that is a result of not knowing the situation well enough. We have been in Slovenia many times and we have never been hiding the fact that Zora has two daddies. We never received any negative comments.
C: Based on what I have heard in the discussions in Slovenian Parliament regarding the new family law, I have come to a conclusion, sadly, that our positive experience in Slovenia is more product of luck of never running into people with different outlook on the matter and it does not reflect the actual state of things.
Zora understands Slovene very well, even though she is shy to speak it, specially now that she spends most of her days in an English speaking environment. When she has a chance to interact with Slovene speaking kids she quickly overcomes her shyness and communicates without problems. We are trying to organize play dates with other Slovenian children that live in the area of NJ and NY. For two month we had a Slovene kindergarten in NYC once a week,, but unfortunately the organizer had to cancel it. We were disappointed since it was a very nice group of 5 girls of Slovenian decent and of the same age.
Do you believe cases like yours can become a common thing in Slovenia?
M: I think so. I believe the main reason for the opposition is the fear of the unknown.
C: As I am, by nature, a positive human, I sincerely hope that most of my fellow countryman is tolerant and mature enough to accept us as a family that is different only by how archaic social norms label it as something that is not normal, or even unmoral, as it was presented in the Parliament.
Your won case does not mean that homosexual couples can adopt children in Slovenia, but is an important step in that direction. It seems like it is not a coincidence that your victory and discussions about the new family law coincide.
M: I think our case was mature enough for the final decision by the courts and that it was not in any way connected with the future family law.
C: We are well aware of the importance of the Supreme court decision (which took more than 3 years). This victory means a lot to us and I must say that our superb and never tiring lawyer Ursa Chitrakar played an important role in this. We and her waited very patiently in hoped for a favorable outcome. If we had lost the case we would appeal to European human rights court. We were asked numerous times why we do not give any statements to the media. We thought that they might become a mean of manipulation of the public opinion or that of people who were making decisions in our case.
Right wing parties have been using several, many of them uncultivated, methods trying to prevent proposed family law from being passed.
C: I must say that even though I am well used to the American way of politics, I was not only surprised but shocked when I heard certain politicians who oppose the proposed family law. I firmly support the proposed family law as I believe it rightfully deals with human rights and with protecting child's rights.
Zora was baptized if I am not mistaken. Will her confirmation be in Slovenia?
M: Yes, Zora was baptized in Roman-Catholic church. Unfortunately our wish that she would be baptize in Slovene church in NYC was not realized. She was baptized in a very nice Church of St.Mary.
C: Even though I and Marijan do not go to mass, we decided to have Zora baptize because we are both from Roman-Catholic families. Because we believe in all loving God and not in revengeful God, we will let Zora decide regarding the question of confirmation. Until then we will offer her spiritual education, based on loving God.
Are you ever afraid that something might happen to her that might traumatize her?
M: Life is full of surprises. The worst thing a human can do is to constantly worry about the unknown. We believe in good and in positive results.
C: We intend to always protect Zora as much as we can from her being hurt. We hope that with a good example and good upbringing we can instill into her positive values and understanding that will protect her from possible traumatic events. We believe in good people and surround ourselves with them. Life is too short to be dealing with negativity. Life is full of beautiful moments if you look on it with an open eyes and heart. Like the French saying goes: life's too short to be wearing sad clothes.
When are you returning to Ljubljana?
M: Soon, I hope.
C: We love to come there few times a year, visiting Dedi and Babi (grandpa and grandma), relatives and friends. Slovenia is always a home in our hearts and that is why we are so happy that our daughter has now been secured with all the rights of a Slovenian citizen.
Do you know that in Slovenia there lives 21 homosexual families? Are you in contact with any of them? Do you plan to get in contact with them?
M: Yes, we are in contact with one of the families via email.
C: We are in contact with Matjaz and Daniel who adopted a daughter in California. We hope that their case will soon be over and they will get all the rights as well. We learned of other families through them and on website Za vse druzine.
Do you think that public exposure might negatively influence your future life?
M: Not at all. All our relatives and friends are well aware of our situation and they accept us as we are. We are a very happy family.
C: This interview is our wish as we can present our family to broader public. We can prove that we are no different from classic families and that our family is based on the same principles of love, respect and understanding.
When can we expect a second child? Maybe right at the time of referendum on family law?
M: If such is God's will, why not.
C: If opportunity presented itself, we would jump at it at once. Our experience as parents is beyond our wildest dreams... Zora is truly a gift and infinite source of everyday joy and love! If you love someone unconditionally with all your heart, than you will do everything you can possibly do for that person, and not for yourself.